Kill me. Now. Please. I don’t want to write my english paper. I don’t want to go to a meeting tomorrow. I don’t want to explain to my teacher I have a meeting tomorrow. I don’t want to go to cheerleading. I don’t want to see anyone’s face. I just want time to stop for the next 50 years so I can sleep here, comfortably on my bed. Then, when I wake up, I’ll take my car down to Chicago. I’ll take an airplane, learn how to fly it. Fly it across to France then Spain, Italy, Belgium, Luxembourg, Norway, Denmark, well the whole Europe, Africa, the wholee world! I guess I need time to keep going. Well then everyone I know should just disappear. Not die, just disappear. 100yrs later when Im dead, they can enjoy life. I don’t want to live. But I want to make my parents and grandparents happy. f***.
You just have pull through with it. If you can conquer this, then no doubt your life will be 100x better in the future. Believe that someone needs you in this world. Not necessarily your parents or friends, but someone. Trust me, their out there. Waiting for you. (:
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